...ramblings...

So I'm restarting the master cleanse tomorrow...  I did a modified Ease-In over the last 3 days... I have my Senna tea ready to go... I was planning on doing the MC for a total of 21/28 days... but I don't know if I'll be able to handle that seeing as I stand almost all day at work... which burns a lot of calories... I don't wanna just faint randomly... that wouldn't be a good look... I think I'm going to modify the master cleanse a little bit... I'm pretty sure I'll be doing the liquid diet for the first 7 days... at least.... Then I might switch into just fruits and raw and some cooked vegetables for the next 2 weeks... No snacks, all water... I'm sure I can do this... It is partially to kick start weight loss... I mean I love me and all but I am starting tot see myself go down a path from which I may not soon be able to return... So hopefully I'll be able to shed some pounds and reset my body/ mind not to c...

Thinking about trying again... Yep...  Probably will...

So yesterday would have been the last day of my master cleanse... But as you know I only lasted 6 days...instead of 10.... I lost 16 lbs while on it... But like most liquid diets the weight doesn't stay off once you start eating real food again... Also... my colon is CLEAN... I don't know if that's an overshare... but it makes me happy to know that... So it's more like 9 lbs that were actually lost... So today I weight 260lbs... I enjoyed the Master Cleanse....  And I wish I could have continued.... I more then likely will try it again... With better planning...

Today started off like the rest of my days ..... Except I couldn't bring myself to drink the "lemonade".. It tasted and smelled like puke to me.... So I decided to go ahead and cut my master cleansr short... I lasted almost 6 days... I lost a total of 16 lbs on the cleanse... Maybe more but I won't know until my period is over... I actually think I lost a little over 20... So I had some grapefruit juice and a few goldfidh crackers.... I dont knoe if that was a good idea... I felt really sick... Anyways... I'm getting serious about this weight loss thing cause.... I'm too huge...

255lbs today... You'd think I cheated... I weighed myself this morning and it read 252lbs... Then I got my .period. Welp... I'm halfway thru...

253lbs today... WOOT!

258lbs today... I had the day off so I didn't do much... I do feel a little tired/ lightheaded when I'm not regularly drinking the "lemonade"... So I guess I have to work on actually drinking it in scheduled intervals, so the lightheaded-ness doesn't settle in... Also I've decided to incorporate more water into my cleanse... Maybe drinking a liter and a half of lemonade...  and about a half liter of water to make up my 3 quart daily intake... On to Day 4...

260lbs today... On to day three....

So today was the first day of my master cleanse... By the end of the day I'll will drink nearly a gallon of "Lemonade"... My initial reaction to it is a good one...  I mean I really don't hate the taste... And it can be better depending on how much maple syrup you put in it... I'm sure I'll wake up feeling lighter and being lighter... It sure was hard watching my coworkers eat M&M's, Pretzels, Twix Bars, Doritos and the like... But I guess I'm determined to at least get someway into this cleanse... lol! at least being 3-4 days... But I figure once I hit day 4, it'll be a bit breezy... I intend to lose about 20 lbs... while doing this cleanse... My starting weight is a ghastly 269 lbs... OUTRAGEOUS!  Holiday weight is a female dog.... So hopefully I'll be back in the 50's....  then I can start a nice well balanced zig-zag diet... and a decent workout reg. I think I'll like a zig-zag/liquid diet... And I know effective workout ...

So I've been researching the Master Cleanse for about a week now...  And I've finally decided to go on an do it...  I believe I'll be starting my cleanse on Monday... And I'll be doing it for  10 or 14 days to start...  I have read that people do it for up to 40 days...  Which is gangster... But yeah... I'll probably blog some of those days to let you know how I feel... Here goes nothing!